Looking out my window I see faces Reflected in their eyes I see my life I see people showing me What they think I want to see And not the realness inside Just like how I show to them Only my outer skin And not the real me Looking out my window I see faces Happiness, joy and sadness too All of us have hopes and dreams Realised imaginings Longing to be free Threaded all together we are human Separate pearls on a strand of life Woven in community And also in reality Independent and all alone Looking out my window I see people Where I've been where I'll go and now Looking out at all of them Passing one on one In each one I see myself Looking out my window And all that I can see Is my reflection Looking back at me Yes we are the same Playing this crazy game called life
It's been sometime now Since your leaving me Questions still unanswered in my heart Anniversaries Are my undoing All my broken bits fly apart It's good for me to keep Myself real busy Push aside my emotions there's no time No time to reflect Be taken over Overwhelmed by the sadness inside I hold myself together on the good days On the good days Hanging together string and glue But when the pressures on Or I'm caught unawares All my thoughts escape and fly to you I dream of days gone by When you held my face And you looked into my soul Look again on me Warm me to the bone I'm so cold and so alone Memories sweet memories Memories sweet memories I want to live in my memories Always always with you
Had a vision yesterday As I began to pray Blinding light that I saw Leading me to heavens door Surrounding me jewelled walls Saw the saints one and all Started greeting friends I knew Then I looked around for you You weren't there not in that place I started running from face to face I broke out in a cold cold sweat All I felt was deep regret Oh oh come with me It's a beautiful journey to god All you have to do is pray, pray, pray And he'll come and take your sins away He'll come in and change your heart And for you a new life will start Brand new Then we can be Together Forever You the saints and me If I'm wrong then hey who cares Wasted lots and lots of prayers Been too good most of my life I could have got in a lot more strife What worries me is if you're wrong What will happen where will you belong Open up your eyes and see It's a huge mistake eternally Oh yah the saints and me and you Why don't you try it, don't deny it Talk to the man, he knows the plan. Reconsider, your view Cos heaven won't be the same without you No no it won't be the same without you Then we can be together forever You the saints and me Oh yah yah the saints and me And you Heaven won't be the same without you
I wanna write you a love song And tell you how I feel I try and try but the words won't come They just won't come to me I listen to the radio Wonder how they found the words to say When I am at such a loss To express how I feel today How can I explain the joy and warmth of a smile How can I put in one song all you've done in my life? Can't sing a lifetime of happiness How can I condense all the memories I have in my mind How can I breathe life into feelings I have inside Can't sing a lifetime of happiness Without you my world turns muddy grey Without you there's no reason to get out of bed everyday Can't sing a lifetime of happiness I wanna write you a love song You made my life a love song You are my love song I wanna write you a love song
How do I react to what they're telling me They're saying that your passing will come soon I know my selfish heart I'd rather have you here with me Than letting go and being all alone And god knows how I feel today He's watched as someone he loved died Asking himself Is there any other way Just as I am asking myself But I know Step-by-step day by day He is by my side One breathe out one breathe in. All a gift from him. All of life's journeys Whether short or long Begin and end with him One breathe out one breathe in And in the end I'll hang my head and I will cry Bitter tears with many more to come But even in this agony I'll not curse his name For if I do the devil's surely won I wish that I could trade myself with you Take all your pain away And somehow that would bring Sweet relief to me And seeing you smile smile again It's hard for me to explain The brokenness that comes with burdens born Helplessness and fear Stealing all my strength away And just one thing helps me carry on And that is
Oh sweet Jesus My god my king You are my life My everything You've sent me trials You've sent me pain And if I must endure more I will again and again For happy is he Who is faithful to you Passing the test Remaining true His reward is promised In heaven above Being blessed over and over With your glorious love Lord and master You are the king You know the reason For everything You see my trials You feel my pain And if I must endure more I will again and again
